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A lot if not all of you have been following whats been going on with the visa for my fiance Dan to come home to me. It has been hell on earth in a degree. We STILL after having to wait additional time that they changed for his approval and this is JUST the first HALF! We still need to have everything sent out to England and then have Dan run around and then get his interview. At the interview we will be told immediately he is approved, then its a matter of waiting for him to get his passport mailed back to him then we buy him a ticket home. We still have no idea when this will happen.
We had hoped he couldve been home by Halloween, not happening. We were hoping he couldve been home before his birthday November 12th, doesnt look like its happening. Now we are hoping to have him home before my birthday December 8th but we have no idea anymore.
So after being apart for nearly 2 years Dan and I have talked, still are, and are planning me coming out to visit him to give us a break from being apart and get some much, much needed time together in person.
However I do not have my passport yet. I have to mail out a $10 money order to get it. I plan to do that Monday (10/13) but that is Columbus Day so my mail probably wont get picked up till Tuesday. It takes about 3 days to mail something to or from New York. So I'm expecting at least almost 2 weeks to get my birth certificate. I already had the form to get my passport but I do need to make an appointment at a post office that does passports. Then wait for it to be mailed to me. So I figure in short itll take me give or take 1-2 months to get my passport.
The biggest issue is really money. Its going to cost basically around $2,000 for the ticket alone! And thats me only planning a two week stay! Dan has to save all his money to buy his ticket for when he FINALLY gets to come home so we dont have money for a hotel, PLUS England is fucking expensive!! Its crazy!
So we still have alot of talking and planning to figure out, and honestly I'm hesitant to spend the money since its outs of savings which ive JUST been able to start building back up.
The way the plans are right now is that, since his room is way to small for the both of us, Dan and I would be spending...atleast sleeping at his grandparents house who have an extra guest room.
I am walking better so I feel more confident in going out there compared to last year, considerably, however I still am not for lack of a better term normal so I cant walk far still or long and if I had to go to a supermarket I'd need a motor cart like I use here but I dont believe they have those. If the store is the size of like a gas station convenience store I can do that....I should be able to do that. But still sadly because of my limited, but better, mobility and Dan doesnt drive I'm not so sure how we are going to get around and bother seeing much.
I have never been out of the country before. England is absolutely a place I always wanted to visit so I feel VERY excited but very nervous and scared at the same time. I wanna make a good impression on Dans family. I wanna enjoy myself and not feel I'm dragging anyone down because I cant do this or that you know?
This is all still VERY MUCH up in the air anyway and nothing has been completely decided yet. At the least not until I get my passport then I guess things get serious
Its not that I dont wanna go, far be it. There are many other countries Id love to visit; Japan, Ireland, Germany, Australia, New Zealand and I'm sure a bunch more. I'm just nervous since my knees arent 100%
We'll see what happens. In the meantime please keep hoping Dan get his approval already and comes home so we can start our life together!!!
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We had hoped he couldve been home by Halloween, not happening. We were hoping he couldve been home before his birthday November 12th, doesnt look like its happening. Now we are hoping to have him home before my birthday December 8th but we have no idea anymore.
So after being apart for nearly 2 years Dan and I have talked, still are, and are planning me coming out to visit him to give us a break from being apart and get some much, much needed time together in person.
However I do not have my passport yet. I have to mail out a $10 money order to get it. I plan to do that Monday (10/13) but that is Columbus Day so my mail probably wont get picked up till Tuesday. It takes about 3 days to mail something to or from New York. So I'm expecting at least almost 2 weeks to get my birth certificate. I already had the form to get my passport but I do need to make an appointment at a post office that does passports. Then wait for it to be mailed to me. So I figure in short itll take me give or take 1-2 months to get my passport.
The biggest issue is really money. Its going to cost basically around $2,000 for the ticket alone! And thats me only planning a two week stay! Dan has to save all his money to buy his ticket for when he FINALLY gets to come home so we dont have money for a hotel, PLUS England is fucking expensive!! Its crazy!
So we still have alot of talking and planning to figure out, and honestly I'm hesitant to spend the money since its outs of savings which ive JUST been able to start building back up.
The way the plans are right now is that, since his room is way to small for the both of us, Dan and I would be spending...atleast sleeping at his grandparents house who have an extra guest room.
I am walking better so I feel more confident in going out there compared to last year, considerably, however I still am not for lack of a better term normal so I cant walk far still or long and if I had to go to a supermarket I'd need a motor cart like I use here but I dont believe they have those. If the store is the size of like a gas station convenience store I can do that....I should be able to do that. But still sadly because of my limited, but better, mobility and Dan doesnt drive I'm not so sure how we are going to get around and bother seeing much.
I have never been out of the country before. England is absolutely a place I always wanted to visit so I feel VERY excited but very nervous and scared at the same time. I wanna make a good impression on Dans family. I wanna enjoy myself and not feel I'm dragging anyone down because I cant do this or that you know?
This is all still VERY MUCH up in the air anyway and nothing has been completely decided yet. At the least not until I get my passport then I guess things get serious
Its not that I dont wanna go, far be it. There are many other countries Id love to visit; Japan, Ireland, Germany, Australia, New Zealand and I'm sure a bunch more. I'm just nervous since my knees arent 100%
We'll see what happens. In the meantime please keep hoping Dan get his approval already and comes home so we can start our life together!!!
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