Feeling Better

I actually meant to write this yesterday but got distracted.....like i always do

So sadly during my first trimester of this pregnancy i was an EMOTIONAL WRECK to put it mildly. But im 15 weeks now as of yesterday and have been officially in my second trimester for about a week or two. I am feel, in comparison, much better! I had been told I wont feel so tired once I hit this hurdle and thats true so far.

Though I do feel a teensy bit moody at times I dont feel as down as I was before. Which of course I am sooooooooooo happy about. I had no interest in talking to anyone, apparently unless they texted me. I didnt play games, didnt draw, didnt even surf online half the time. I was just on my ass in the living room watching TV and/or Netflix.

I am trying to eat as if its just me but im able to eat carbs and starch (bread, potatoes, rice, etc) but am trying to have a piece of fruit everyday and am absolutely having some milk everyday!!

Now you all know I have been fat my whole life basically but I never felt fat unless i had to squeeze between two people or was out of breath from an activity but with the belly getting bigger i feel more aware and feel horrible and very aware of it. Horrible in the sense of feeling fat. Honestly typing it out has my giggling about it a little.

But anyway I am feeling excited about this trimester. This is were ALOT of growing happens for the baby and more importantly for us Dan and I will be able to know in a few more weeks what we are having. I have been feeling its going to be a girl, between Dan wanting a girl so bad and the countless times my mother would say to me "I HOPE YOU HAVE ONE JUST LIKE YOU!!!" not to mention the fact there is like a 51% woman population compared to about a 49% male population in the world, so math is guessing itll be a girl too. Obviously we dont care what we are having as long as the baby is happy and healthy ^_^

Im even DRAWING!!! I have been trying for MONTHS to finish the next silver star comic/panel i do, its a continuation to this strip:


I had been trying at it but everything I drew I just didnt like and then my emotional spiral down just stopped me from even trying. So look forward to that ^_^

I just wanted you guys to know I'm feeling a bit better and the baby is fine and that FINALLY some art should be coming up.

Thank you all as always for your support and understanding. I love you all!!!