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I lost the baby
I went to the local hospital because things didnt feel right and we were being cautious, after waiting for 2-2.5 hours we were finally heading to have an ultrasound done and be seen (EVEN THOUGH I TOLD THEM AT THE DESK WHEN I SIGNED IN "IVE HAD A MISCARRIAGE BEFORE, I HAVE A SHORT CERVIX, IM 19W 5D PREGNANT AND I THINK MY CERVIX IS OPENING") I took a few steps following the tech down a hallway and all of a sudden sploosh my water broke. Dan and I immediately started crying because we knew what this meant. I got transferred to Tampa General. I gave birth to her yesterday, she had a heart beat......on the small bright side i didnt need a D and C this time, the placenta come out on its own, however, I traded the D and C for a fisting job by a woman reaching in up to mid way on her forearm to grab and scrapped placenta that was still inside so i wouldnt be at risk of infection. (she did that to me a total of 3-5 times i believe) I sincerely believe that is the most uncomfortable and painful thing I have experienced in my life. We stayed over night to be looked after, got home today. I gave the baby and the placenta to be tested like I did with her sister.
We plan to do a video explaining what happened. I'll put that up when its done and maybe one picture from this birth as well...
I went to the local hospital because things didnt feel right and we were being cautious, after waiting for 2-2.5 hours we were finally heading to have an ultrasound done and be seen (EVEN THOUGH I TOLD THEM AT THE DESK WHEN I SIGNED IN "IVE HAD A MISCARRIAGE BEFORE, I HAVE A SHORT CERVIX, IM 19W 5D PREGNANT AND I THINK MY CERVIX IS OPENING") I took a few steps following the tech down a hallway and all of a sudden sploosh my water broke. Dan and I immediately started crying because we knew what this meant. I got transferred to Tampa General. I gave birth to her yesterday, she had a heart beat......on the small bright side i didnt need a D and C this time, the placenta come out on its own, however, I traded the D and C for a fisting job by a woman reaching in up to mid way on her forearm to grab and scrapped placenta that was still inside so i wouldnt be at risk of infection. (she did that to me a total of 3-5 times i believe) I sincerely believe that is the most uncomfortable and painful thing I have experienced in my life. We stayed over night to be looked after, got home today. I gave the baby and the placenta to be tested like I did with her sister.
We plan to do a video explaining what happened. I'll put that up when its done and maybe one picture from this birth as well...
Alexander needed surgery
Right.... so first off I need to note that I have a open wound from the c-section. I personally dont understand why I have this, everything closed up beautifully after the c-section with Jacob. I am under doctors orders to do wet to dry dressings on it 2x a day; @Sonicguru has been AMAZING at changing the dressings. Currently the wound is looking great according to the docs. On to Alexander... Alexander had been having terrible, horrendous projectile vomiting. Amazingly he only seemed to cry about it when it would come out his nose or get on his face. Normally afterwards hed be quite calm. The first time we took him to the doctor about it he was about a month old. We changed his formula; the doctor thinking he had just really bad acid reflux so we got the appropriate new formula. To me it seemed the projectile vomiting had demised some but it wasnt gone. About a week and a half later we end up taking him back to the doctor. The day before he had been spitting up copious amounts and
Damn...nothing for over a year?!
Right well....guess I got some explaining to do ^_^; Well first off @Sonicguru and I have had another baby. Another boy, named Alexander ^_^ He was born via c-section, like his brother was, on June 24. I think a part of me meant to mention I had become pregnant again (we found out back in October 2019, word to the wise; CHECK THE EXPIRATION DATES OF YOUR CONDOMS BEFORE USING THEM!!! ^_^; that gave us this little man a few months earlier than we had planned to try for a second child.) I had to go thru all the same stuff I did with Jacob. Get the cerclage (cervix sewn shut) get my progesterone shots once a week. Oddly when I had the cerclage put it I felt very anxious. It was pure anxiety of me just wanting it to be over, to get out of there for some reason. The pregnancy went fine, most of the time its like we didnt even think about it, till the end of the pregnancy. The c-section was scheduled for June 30 (Honestly I wouldve LOVED for him to be born on July 4th (the whole
Knee Update
I am NOT good.....
I found out yesterday, via a ordered X-Ray, my right knee (the one I hurt in February) is just Bone on Bone
It is possible that the ligaments in my knee are the only things saving me from feeling much worse pain/discomfort then I do feel now. Of course losing weight is one of the best things I can do for it, however, its a vicious cycle.
My eating is MUCH better then how it use to be like 8+ years ago. Its the exercise part, the moving part that is the issue for me.
"Move around!"
"Well yeah but it hurts to after a short while not to mention my depression telling me:
"Why bother?" "Whats the point?" "None of this
Ive hurt my knee and I'm so pissed
I was literally just walking in the house to go to the kitchen, felt a bit of a pop (nothing out of the norm really it happens once in a while to everyone) but then when i stepped again something didnt feel right (luckily i wasnt carrying my son)
So we go to the ER and Id need an MRI to know EXACTLY whats wrong but the outcome, depending on what is wrong, means I may need surgery to fix it.
Whats going on is that i cant straighten my leg without it hurting a fair amount. So we are going to give it about 3-4 days with me staying off it as much as possible and see how it feels then, if there is no change or its worse we'll follow up and get t
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Found this but I want to say sorry that it had to happen to you